Another thing to forget

Forget to return the book and here comes the punishment with another bigger one.


And now I am in Kaohsiung with my clean air and space.


I don't know what's else I can do after I know this bad news, maybe acceptance is the best choices.


After a not short period in plurk society, I again back into my safe place to murmur for something. Not in order to escape from anybody, just want to find the safe feeling.

Nowadays I find that I transform into another state, not to mention or judge good or bad, just transform into it. I know it's my desire to get this mind state, but I truly don't know it's good or bad decision. Maybe it's not matter either.


Recently mind state and some changes in my criteria takes me into another life style. Maybe it's not much difference, but it does have some change inner my heart.

I hope I choose the way I wouldn't be regret of, and I try hard to assure myself of it. And Just do and believe myself, and enjoy everyday I encounter in future.

Tonight

I think tonight I have much to say.

Recently I am in a mood that full of desire toward my dream. I try something to get me closer to the dream at long way ahead. Just want to have something drives me to remember and try to achieve the dream. I have encounter an obstacle.

I don't know the attitude I have now is right or not. I just want to help myself gain the ability to suitable for my dream. I didn't haven't find my passion yet. Maybe that's why I am not easy at present, I am trying now.

Dream.

Having a dream is a good thing, but when I got one, there are many thing ahead to do. I want to apply for the GSoC these days, and things happened not smoothly. I know this is just a little obstacle I will encounter in my life, but for now, I need to transfer it into a drive power.

There's long way to go. But I believe when I find the passion and the right way to do, to insist in, I will achieve my dream at last.


Keep going.

Night

So many days not entering this blog.

Night at early spring, few minds flash across, and don't have way to tell it out.

These days I had find the most inner part of mine, and although it was so cruel and nude, I feel smooth to accept it. Not only because it was really some part of me, and I knew it so early in my life, thought it's so vague.

I enjoy the life i have so far in this semester, but I know what's the truly desire in my deep instinct. I knew it, I knew it long time ago, and that's why I have so strange passion in my daily life.

I knew it, I could feel it so vivid at that moment, but I knew what could I do is to be indifferent of it and have nothing difference in motion. I knew that maybe be with me in the long rest of life. Maybe I will search some remedy for it, but I know it's hard to find.



I am truly longing for the company in my life, truly desire for it. But I still get used to how hard to find the right one.


And all what I can do is keeping searching ... and pray.

Feeling

Sometimes, you don't know who or what will influence you. What will affect you. And what will have a place in your mind.

Seeing others competiting hard, with the love and support, the feeling of winning or losing will inhabit in the heart for a short time. Although it's not long, but the feeling is so truly , so vivid that when it is lost, the heart-broken is just like the failure of myself.

I don't know what's the feeling to love something so much. But in this world, something is need to exist to become a token of something. Something in your heart and take your temper with it.


I don't know how to react. The feeling leaving in my heart and leave still. Ah, sometimes the feeling is too vivid to being distinguished.

Temper

A incident gave me a huge change. And with the help of changing around and insider me, I want to change or try another kind of mind state.

I used to be a easy-changing person in the temper part. The temper of me often varies with the man or the thing I encounter in my life. And with the incident happened on me, I want try to change into a 'cold' person.


I am a bit envy on the person who don't affected by others easily. And they can hide their opinion from others.

Wish the thing will change on my mind. Hope.

Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

This review is going to wrote in English.
And welcome the grammar correcting,
for from it, you have to read this over first.


This movie is an "inspirating" movie.



It takes a short time for me to think about a word for it.
The "inspiarting" can be seen very often in movie review,
but it's first time for me.


The editor is good, I don't want to label him with "genius",
since the word doesn't very fit for me.


This movie give me some meditation , which was so rare for these two years.
The pipeline is not easy to get adapt to it, but in the second part of it,
the whole movie will introduce itself.



It gives me an re-consideration about the "open end".

After this, I can more carefully examine one movie or novel.
I think, for a one piece of classic, the "one" should make the "open end"
pipeline not only as an end, but also as a main concept all through the "one".


The "open end" shouldn't give audience any bits of discomfort, but give
a feeling like a pepper in a meal.



Yes, this movie gives me many thing to think about,
the Chinese version of movie name is so terrible, and should be forgot.


My head starts to break again.


This movie, for my view, the display or arrangement of the end is unimportant.
The line is so good that the audience already get the picture and is wonderful
already.



This movie is superb.




By kalashnikov
2007/12/11

ONE and FreeRice

ONE


FreeRice