Another thing to forget

Forget to return the book and here comes the punishment with another bigger one.


And now I am in Kaohsiung with my clean air and space.


I don't know what's else I can do after I know this bad news, maybe acceptance is the best choices.


After a not short period in plurk society, I again back into my safe place to murmur for something. Not in order to escape from anybody, just want to find the safe feeling.

Nowadays I find that I transform into another state, not to mention or judge good or bad, just transform into it. I know it's my desire to get this mind state, but I truly don't know it's good or bad decision. Maybe it's not matter either.


Recently mind state and some changes in my criteria takes me into another life style. Maybe it's not much difference, but it does have some change inner my heart.

I hope I choose the way I wouldn't be regret of, and I try hard to assure myself of it. And Just do and believe myself, and enjoy everyday I encounter in future.

Tonight

I think tonight I have much to say.

Recently I am in a mood that full of desire toward my dream. I try something to get me closer to the dream at long way ahead. Just want to have something drives me to remember and try to achieve the dream. I have encounter an obstacle.

I don't know the attitude I have now is right or not. I just want to help myself gain the ability to suitable for my dream. I didn't haven't find my passion yet. Maybe that's why I am not easy at present, I am trying now.

Dream.

Having a dream is a good thing, but when I got one, there are many thing ahead to do. I want to apply for the GSoC these days, and things happened not smoothly. I know this is just a little obstacle I will encounter in my life, but for now, I need to transfer it into a drive power.

There's long way to go. But I believe when I find the passion and the right way to do, to insist in, I will achieve my dream at last.


Keep going.