Harufuwei

Harufuwei, as a mis-spelling term of 'halfway', is a movie title of Japanese movie. That's the one I saw tonight.

It's a classical lovely story Japanese movie. Its passion is penetrating into audience's heart. The temper is easily observable and the atmosphere is filled in the air. I am so easy to be moved by the external things, and this movie easily conveys me.

Ah, another night to overcome. Or maybe, it's another night to be with myself, my heart.


It don't know what I wanna to do in next moment, maybe just type some words in this blog, and express some pressure out.


The Hokkaido, maybe it's the next place I want travel to.

Ask

Ask yourself, frequently, 'Are you happy?'


Hope you will always remember what's the most importance.

About me (Update!)

There's been a long time that this blog has no update. And maybe there's an update, but I always treat the article as kind of murmur, and only to myself, not to the imaging-audience of this blog. And after more than one years since last introduction article, I decided to update 'About me' pages. And, yes, this is the update version of my Introduction.


There's huge changes from me. First, like the name I choose for this blog, I am keep chasing my dream in the future. And because it's like a dream, I try to combine them (future & dream). Yeh, my fault, I believe that you don't know what I am talking about.


Ok, so then just talk about what's difference.


I now become a student in college. I move to HsinChu, Taiwan, and study now in Institute of Electronic, NCTU. My major is Electronic Design Automation, which is mainly creating a better software for Integrated Circuit Designer.

And I join the Google Summer of Code this year, GSoC2009. It gives me a great recognition, and it encourages me to pursue my love of programming. It's really a great experience.

And nowadays, I try to complete my research in my study, and make sure I can become a interchange student next year to Catholic University of Leuven. I passed the requirement exam of TOEFL last week , and prepared some procedure in following weeks. Hope everything goes smoothly.


I keep enjoying watching Japanese Drama, classical movie, reading literature books and novels, and wonderful coffee everyday. All of them color my life very much.


Hope above information will let you get a picture of me, and hope we can have some talk if possible. Below are some information about me.


My facebook
My flickr
My email : plk1986 at gmail.com
And my chinese blog

Live like playing in counter-strike

Maybe it's another fast-disappeared image, but it truly makes me consider it seriously.

Like playing in counter-strike, every player doesn't know what he/she will encounter in next moment. Even play in teamwork, one still can't foresee what will happen in next second. Since the configuration of the game, one can't control all rounds of the match, but each one will stands one place in that match. Maybe supporter, maybe damage maker. Who knows.

Another key point is, one can't push or taut himself too tightly, it will make no helps in changing the situation. Because when you are too nervous, your finger will become stiff, and in the next moment, you will not be able to shoot the enemy.

But all players around the world will also admit that good teamwork do help improve the possibility to win the match. Just like famous sport games in the world, such like basketball or baseball, they all need well teamwork to win a match. A best counter-strike team also needs various tactics to handle all the case during the match. So you do need to practice the strategy and improve you shooting skill with experience.

The idea not to push yourself too much does attract me. Since I am the type of person who often worries too much about the future, and the anxiety will become bigger and bigger, which eventually becomes overburden. And of course, it has no good effect in facing huge challenges.

write something

It's midnight in Taiwan. I waked up with no reason.

Recently I need to practice my English skill for TOEFL. But today I just finally admitted that I really don't like practice English for some specific purpose.

And there's another more important question. I think in each section I may have some daily activity can do some effect as practicing. For example, I can read some English blog to improve reading ability. Listening and watching to documentary video without subtitles to practice listening. And sometimes I can practice my writing skill by doing some diary. But it seems I can't practice my speaking in daily life.

I know I don't have much opportunity to talk with somebody in English. And although I want some foreign friend in my daily life, but it seems hard to find one. Even in language exchange purpose, I still can't find some people in HsinChu, Taiwan.


But nevertheless, I think I still have to practice in some way I can accept to get pass the exam. Hope everything will go smoothly.

There's nothing to regret.

Everything in life, which happened is meant to be happen.

Long time no have this feeling in heart, which is so furious, so deep, so lively, and especially, toward friends.

And, this is not the common event. This time, something is being changing.

Changing.


If there is something which has this so vivid feeling, that's not usual one. And this is meant to be, heartbroken.

If one haven't lost something so deeply-heart-hit, he don't know this feeling.


But this time, is the time to wake-up. Everyone has the first time, and this is the first important decision about friends.


Yeh, it's not a good feeling, but, it's the must-do.


Hope tomorrow is a good day.

Another thing to forget

Forget to return the book and here comes the punishment with another bigger one.


And now I am in Kaohsiung with my clean air and space.


I don't know what's else I can do after I know this bad news, maybe acceptance is the best choices.


After a not short period in plurk society, I again back into my safe place to murmur for something. Not in order to escape from anybody, just want to find the safe feeling.

Nowadays I find that I transform into another state, not to mention or judge good or bad, just transform into it. I know it's my desire to get this mind state, but I truly don't know it's good or bad decision. Maybe it's not matter either.


Recently mind state and some changes in my criteria takes me into another life style. Maybe it's not much difference, but it does have some change inner my heart.

I hope I choose the way I wouldn't be regret of, and I try hard to assure myself of it. And Just do and believe myself, and enjoy everyday I encounter in future.

Tonight

I think tonight I have much to say.

Recently I am in a mood that full of desire toward my dream. I try something to get me closer to the dream at long way ahead. Just want to have something drives me to remember and try to achieve the dream. I have encounter an obstacle.

I don't know the attitude I have now is right or not. I just want to help myself gain the ability to suitable for my dream. I didn't haven't find my passion yet. Maybe that's why I am not easy at present, I am trying now.

Dream.

Having a dream is a good thing, but when I got one, there are many thing ahead to do. I want to apply for the GSoC these days, and things happened not smoothly. I know this is just a little obstacle I will encounter in my life, but for now, I need to transfer it into a drive power.

There's long way to go. But I believe when I find the passion and the right way to do, to insist in, I will achieve my dream at last.


Keep going.

Night

So many days not entering this blog.

Night at early spring, few minds flash across, and don't have way to tell it out.

These days I had find the most inner part of mine, and although it was so cruel and nude, I feel smooth to accept it. Not only because it was really some part of me, and I knew it so early in my life, thought it's so vague.

I enjoy the life i have so far in this semester, but I know what's the truly desire in my deep instinct. I knew it, I knew it long time ago, and that's why I have so strange passion in my daily life.

I knew it, I could feel it so vivid at that moment, but I knew what could I do is to be indifferent of it and have nothing difference in motion. I knew that maybe be with me in the long rest of life. Maybe I will search some remedy for it, but I know it's hard to find.



I am truly longing for the company in my life, truly desire for it. But I still get used to how hard to find the right one.


And all what I can do is keeping searching ... and pray.